This sport buisness ain't too bad after all..

I'm really pleased that I played in the cricket match last night. It was friendly, and I never let any balls go through my legs for 4 this week, so I feel like I've redeamed myself. I was comfortable batting too- I scored hardly any runs, but I was seeing the ball well, and actually made a few proper defensive strokes, rather than just slashing at it and missing like I normally do. The bowlers were really sloooowww, so it was nice. I wanted to leave when it finished, but Andy wanted to stay for a couple of pints. We didn''t eat until after 10, which made me grumpy becasue I am really tired and wanted to go to bes early. I think I need to try and rest more, I have been training really hard, and its going well but I'm very tired. I have to drive up to Norwich tonight, but I will try and rest lots this weekend. I'm sure Andy's gran will feed us lots of cake, and that will help.
I ran (jogged really) for 20 mins today, running 3 mins and 1 min walk breaks. I was worried about doing it, but it wasn't too bad, so I must be improving. The last 5 mins I actually enjoyed, which is novel and possibly masochistic. I'll get there, I will do my 5k and a 10k or two :).
I need to find a new cricket club- SOC is wonderful for social cricket, but I'm getting pissed off with the women's club, after a month of cancelled practises 'because its raining slightly and it wouldn't be good if the whole team came down with flu'...women!! for god's sake!!! I'm hoping to get on the uni team next moth, if it still exists. I should be able to rejoin the climbing club too, I only went away with them once this year, I must rectify this; I'm fighting to get my life back after months of stress and misery, and it seems to be working (if I could just get more sleep!)
Just two more weekends with my beautiful boy, and then my life as it is now collapses. I'm trying to hold it all together, but its very difficult. We have been together for almost a year, lived together for most of that, and now I have to readjust. I'm going to miss all the non-verbal stuff you can't get from a phone call or email.