Antisocial

Andy said 'we are going out for dinner' so of course I didn't go.. I wasn't actually being stubborn, I was trying to work out what the hell this figure might mean.. And I hate going out with people I don't know well. I'm ok with Andy or Jac or Kate.. but other than that, going out fills me with dread. Social phobia I think they call it. You have to drag me out, even if I want to go. I know it's stupid, but knowing that doesn't really help. But staying in isn't so bad... have a chapter of my thesis written now... yay! Only another hundred or so pages to write :-(..