Andy has probably handed in by now; this time in 2 weeks or so he'll be Dr. Andy. I'm so proud of him, but so scared too. Once he has qualified, its less than a month until he moves to Wyoming. Its just starting to hit me that the person I want to spend my life with, and would give my life for, is going to leave me. We'll still be a couple, but I'll miss the intimacy of waking up next to him, of just being around and not having to talk because the silence feels like home. I want to go with him, but I'd never get a visa unless we married- which isn't on the cards (maybe one day). I feel very lost and small, and like I'm trapped in a puzzle to which there is no easy answer.
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