Sleepyness

A lot can change in a week. I thought I'd made my decision at last, and was definately going to leave, but then I accidentally found some motivation, and now I'm confused. Maybe all we need is a bit of positive feedback, although I get precious little of that, but when things do go well its amazing how much more interesting the project suddenly seems. I'll give it a bit longer, but I won't let myself get horrendously depressed and ill again- no job is worth that.

This will be a quick catch up post, since I'm knackered. I am really bad at making myself go to bed, even though I need tonnes more sleep than your average person. I made myself get up at 730 to go for a gentle run with Jac- we are in training for a 5k run in a couple of months or so, and it was our first day of training together. Amazingly I'm still alive:0), but I might be a bit achy tomorrow. I've never run before, always hated it in fact, but I actually enjoyed having a plan and sticking to it, and having someone with me to set the pace and motivate me. But let's see if we can keep it up. Hopefully cricket will be back on tonight too, it keeps getting cancelled because of the atrocious weather. I never went to cornwal either- I decided to leave running away until after I'd got my report in, and now I don't feel like I need to run away so much, plus the weather is crap in Cornwall (no floods where I want to go, but still).

Andy has passed his viva, and is now officially Dr. Smartypants, so I can say my boyfriend is a doctor, which feels good! He didn't really get very stressed about it. I think I was more stressed about handing my upgrade report in. Well, that's done now, and I have my meeting about it tomorrow.. should really be reading some papers, but spent the morning looking for a gameboy advance on ebay, oops. I'm too tired and sneezy. Damn it, I knew I was allergic to mornings!